Saturday, July 23, 2011

A Very Dark Blue Day...

Today...Oh my gosh, don't even get me started! I had what was probably the worst morning ever! 

I woke up around six o'clock am, which means that I only got like six or seven hours of sleep, so I was quite tired! As if that wasn't enough, I felt so homesick that you wouldn't believe it, unless of cause you've tried it yourself. Note, it's like one of the most terrible feelings! 
Anyway, all I really wanted to do was to call home, but my roommate was asleep, so I kinda had to wait, so I tried to fall asleep again, which is a really hard thing to do when you're feeling homesick. So I turned over and over, and over, I listened to music, and I turned over again, nothing really seemed to help, so I ended up texturing a good morning to my parents at home. That helped a little, but I still couldn't fall asleep, so in the end I got up, and took a shower. And the morning only got worse after that, but I'm no gonna borre you with that.

The day went by, very slowly second for second, did you knew that there goes 86 400 seconds to one day, that's a lot of seconds! I spend my day with some music and school, my homeroom teacher was very sweet and understanding when I told her what was going on (again today), and that helped a bit. School here is nice, it takes my mind of on something else, I really need those few hours of ''freedom'' during the day, otherwise I definitely wouldn't make it here. 

I'm just really looking forward at going to my hostfamily, and I really hope that I'll feel better when first I arrive there, cause everything seems so overwhelming right now, and I need a break from everything to calm down and get into the new rhythm over here! 

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